i think i really really love him <3 he made me want to melt today, thats never really happened before :DDD

so malcolm and i broke up twice and i was really upset but im happy again because now i have ben and hes so sweet and funny and everything and more. and so... yeah im not really quite sure what else to say .....but...yeah  :D i think he'll be.... healthier... for me :)

*sigh*

<3

:D

ughhhhhhhhhhhhh. ok, so it turns out that he wasn't lying to me so that's good...... i went to his house tonight and we watched a movie, it was Transformers, not really my type of movie, but it made me sad when they tied down bumbelbee, and when he couldn't walk.................... anyways. we had our first kiss tonighthe was like 'can i kiss you now?' ind i thought about it and said '...maybee..' then he kissed me....... now i miss him :'(

omg, so there's this party tonight that my bf, and i were supposed to go to but he told me he couldn't go, so i didn't go and i just found out that he supposedly went without me which means that he lied to me and i also found out that my bff was gonna go but she didn't because i wasn't gonna go. wich means that both of us not going is his fault. and i'm really really pissed about it.